#241 Hurt

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I cut my hair today

to see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

the only thing

that’s real.


The scissors tear it all

the old familiar swing.

Try to kill it all away

but I remember everything.


What have I become

my wildest friend

I thought you aren’t the one

who goes away

in the end.


And you could have it all

my empire of word

you have let me down

you have made me hurt.


I left my golden hair

upon your liar’s chair

full of broken thoughts

you cannot repair.


Beneath the stains of time

the feelings disappear

I am someone else

you are still not here.


Who have I become

my distant friend

I won’t succumb

today

it’s time for end.


And you could have it all

my empire of love

but…

I won’t let you down

I won’t  make you hurt.


If I could start again

a million miles away

I would lock myself

far from you that day.


I cut my hair today

to see if I still feel

I cut you off my brain

and begin to heal.


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